Had a different dream last night, instead of walking alone I found myself with a friend (C), we’ve went to my classmate’s house (AZ), we found her in the balcony talking to another classmate (AY). We’ve went inside their house but still found ourselves in the balcony talking about something, and the friend with me (C) is in the living room tinkering something which I think her phone. Anyway, I can’t fully remember what we are talking about, it looks like classmate (AY)  is complaining for not getting an invitation card but then later we found out she wasn’t at home when the mailman came so she wasn’t aware she has one at home. Then my friend and I left my classmate’s home, I found ourselves walking in a street which is under-construction, and suddenly my friend walked ahead of me and we took a different road.

Walking alone, I found myself in an empty street and that’s where I stumbled in a small court (basketball court) along the sidewalk, there are people in line it looks like there will be a mass wedding, the curious me went near and I found a bulletin board where the name of couple waiting to be wed were listed.  In my dream the event works like this, anyone can asked their name listed and when their partner showed up in the court, they could get married.  Surprisingly I found J’s name written on it, I have asked around and I was told J is going to be married to me but unfortunately I showed up late so we cannot be included to the couple who will get married, I’ve tried to ask if it is possible just to let us, a classmate who’s part of the group facilitating the event felt sorry because she tried to include us but the rule is very strict.  I felt sad, and I my eyes wandered looking for J thinking he already left in despair.

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On my dream I saw a waiting shed along the court, there is an old man and beside the old man I’ve seen J when he moved his head out, he is looking pale and thin. It was then I was told by the organizers he is been waiting for me so long but I showed up so late. J with dark spots encircling his eyes felt sorry for something but I didn’t let him finished talking because I felt sorry seeing him looking sick and waiting for me so long, I wasn’t aware nor expecting he is going to wait for me after what happened to us.  I hugged him and I found out he lost a lot of weight, he looks like he just came from sick bed.  To make it short, J is worrying what my family would think which I replied everything is fine, then he piggy back me and we walked and run home to my family’s house and I woke up.

Wondering what my dream could mean I searched online and here’s what I found Dream of the husband’s getting a pale face and getting exhausted signals that the dreamer may suffer a serious illness, or one of the family members may fall sick. I hope this isn’t true, and I hope there is nothing serious on the pain I am experiencing in my chest and pain in my shoulder blade right now and I hope he is well.

Dreams are normal occurrence to me every night but there are times I can’t remember my dreams and there are times I can. According to what I have read from quora.com it is normal because there are some theories suggesting that we remember our dreams when our brain transfers them from short-term to long-term memory before waking up. One possibility is that our brain neuro-chemicals during sleep are very different from during wake time and so they don’t allow us to consolidate memory.

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Anyway, on my dream last night I saw myself wearing a student uniform in the street, then I went uphill where there are houses, I saw fellow students along the way but I am walking alone, I continue walking in pebbled dirt road, it my dream it wasn’t my first time going to the area, it looks like I have been there once with my friends and classmates. Well, there are a lot of trees around but what caught my attention is the cacao trees, they are bearing fruits, a lot of fruits that trees are almost covered by them then I saw myself picking a cacao fruit while it is raining but I guess it is more of stealing because I am scared to be caught that I have to hide the fruit in my bag right away, I continue walking until I reached a very tall bamboo gate fence which I think more than 20 feet high, been there before but this fence wasn’t there, the old bamboo fence is a bit farther, so I am anticipating to see vacant lot  behind it but when I peep through the spaces I’ve seen a  new bamboo house with gas lamp on, not just one house but about three of them and a few meters away is the old bamboo gate which is lower. After a while I decided to leave, there are few houses along the pebbled dirt road then suddenly I saw myself in a busy street, walking along the sidewalk. There are a lot of sidewalk stores with bright lights, I turned in an intersection and I passed through the famous bakeshop where I saw breads and pastries being beautifully tied with ribbon and displayed in shelves.  Inside I saw a young boy being held by an adult, in my mind there is a thought that I have to find a job soon, it looks like I am looking for a job that’s why I am in a busy street, and then I woke up.

I had a very weird dream again, fortunately I only remember a bit of my dream last night unlike the other night I didn’t remember anything. I don’t know how it started since I can’t remember my dream fully, it all started seeing myself with my grandmother and other cousins, it looks like we are waiting for something although I wasn’t sure who are we waiting and then we went to a store across the street to ask for a direction and then we walked to a certain location which isn’t clear to me where we really going, we reached a street but we just stand over there, I vividly remember seeing an old building in front of us, I had a camera with me but it was unclear if I’d use it, then I don’t know how the dream jump, all I remember seeing a sharp knife being pointed at me, someone is trying to kill me, I was scared then I wake up gasping for air, the photo below is the exact knife I saw but with different handle.

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Looking online here’s what I found, to see someone holding a knife in your dream suggests that you lack control or power in a situation or relationship. Alternatively, the person holding a knife in your dream may be symbolic of a dominant male figure in your waking life.

To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits. Alternatively, the dream represents feelings of being let down or betrayed by someone in your waking life. You are feeling overwhelmed, shocked and disappointed.

It was said that dreams are feelings in our waking life that our subconscious mind created.  Some people believed dreams are warnings and they have special meanings for us to understand. Anyway, another weird dream last night, I found myself singing and crying while pushing a bamboo cart (sort of carabao cart) in a dirt road, J is lying in the bamboo cart and I don’t know if he is dead or not, he was just lying in there without moving while my tears are overflowing while singing a song and when my heart felt so heavy he suddenly opened his eyes and smile mischievously like he was saying “it was only a joke”.

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Then my dream hops in, found myself and my mother in a square room without anything in it but a telephone in the wall, table and chairs and a glass window, I am crying and feeling nervous, like  a feeling when you are waiting for a news from overseas. The room looks more like an office long time ago or a prison visitation room, then my mother is talking to someone it sounds like my sister and then all I know I was told that instead of me singing in a contest my sister will do it and I wake up it is nature’s call and my eyes feels like I just came from crying with tears that dried up. When I wake up I still remember the song I am singing but when I return to sleep and wake up again, I already forgot what song was it. Weird isn’t it?

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Had another wedding dreams last night, although this one is different, it started when I see myself trying to sit beside my father it looks like I just came in wearing a formal dress, the place is quite familiar it is inside the church second row. In front I have seen cousin J sitting in front of a piano with her husband, they were smiling and then an aunt (who’s cousin J’s mother) was called to render a song. She came upfront and took something kept in the piano, I was thinking it was a music sheet; meanwhile my attention was focus into something while my aunt is preparing for her music number. When I look again at the front, the sheet that my aunt was holding is displayed; it isn’t a music sheet but two large photo canvasses, they were put in a painting stand. The photo in the right was me in white wedding dress with my father, in my dream, in the photo I look so elegant, gorgeous and beautiful while the photo in the left is a cousin wearing a black short dress which looks like a prenuptial photo, and it looks like she is sort of jumping or kicking a ball and her black dress is kind of shady in the photo. I don’t know what happen next, all I know everyone is voting which is the best photo of the two, silently in my seat I am wishing that ours will win and wish granted. When it was introduced that my father who’s beside me is the one in the winning photo a handful of camera men came near us and cameras started flashing, the crowd became noisy and I wake up because of nature’s call I keep waking up on the same time every morning, it was hard for me to remember at first what’s my dream, I was mentally blocked for a moment thinking I didn’t have a dream but when I recall about the photo being displayed, I remember my dream instantly.

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Lately, I have been dreaming every night and when I looked for symbolism of my dreams online they were tend to be positive and with this positive thought, I am able to dream and hope for a bright future but when reality sink to me on what is happening in my waking life I felt quite unwell, asking myself if it is true or it is just my delusion and fantasy that there is something good waiting for me at the very end of this long dark tunnel?

Looking at the meaning of my dream here’s what I found online,  if you dreamed that you entered a church with a purpose, this dream means that you should not worry so much about the past; in fact, you will face interesting events ahead, which might change your perception of life. To dream of church from inside or outside describes spiritual enlightenment goals. It shows that you are eagerly seeking help from the diving and have desire of spiritual fulfillment.

To see a photograph in your dream indicates that there is a relationship that needs your attention. You are not looking deep enough into the problem. Alternatively, the dream means that you are clinging on to the past or to some false hope. Consider who or what is on the photo.

Understanding the meanings of my dream last night, it is true I worry too much on what had happened and I really seek for God’s help when I can’t carry my burden anymore. Maybe it is true too that I am clinging on to the past, giving myself a false hope that everything will be alright in due time. There are times I have asked myself if I really need to let go and is there really no hope to fix something that is broken?

But reading something like this, to dream of a piano is a good omen indicating that the dreamer will get rid of sorrow and other negative emotions made me hopeful and I guess you can’t blame me for it, isn’t it?

I have been dreaming every night lately, and my dream last night is somehow different I found myself with my mother and sister in an abandoned and empty mall located in an upper level, a hill maybe. We are walking and looking around and then I went into a room and I have noticed that the floor is made of glass and will be broken in any minute, being scared that the glass is going to crash down since the mall looks like an old one I immediately grab into a wood baluster trying to get out of the door, my mother who’s outside seeing me struggling to go out, walked towards me and I was scared why telling her to be careful when walking because the floor is made of glass, and they are breaking and when I look at my mother’s feet the glass where she is standing is broken and was just tape together so it won’t crashed but when she stepped the glass just bounced like jelly, meanwhile my sister is the other room beside the room where I am, I can see her because the wall is made of glass as well then suddenly a guard from downhill whistle and coming running toward us, scared I probably able to escape, I’ve seen myself running and trying to  hide in an empty room which looks like more of a school gym, I am trying to climb but I am not able to do it and then I found the three of us outside running down the hill escaping, while running it looks like a wedding was held in the nearby cottage, the guest where coming out and it seems one of the guest was a classmate of mine.

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Suddenly, I found the three of us in a bamboo shade along the street I guess we are able to escape from the guard, it was very sunny and hot outside, I am not sure if we are buying tire black or wanted our motorcycle to be wipe with tire black, while my mother and sister busy talking to someone I’ve seen my older cousin J came in and sit inside the shade, we acknowledge each other and then some motorcycle passed in the street, it looks like they were the wedding guest since I saw my classmate as a passenger of one of the motorcycle, that’s all I remember.

Well, here are some meaning of  glass online, according to have I have read to dream about glass represents tranquility or safety. You could be building a wall around you so that you don’t get hurt in a relationship or other situation. It may also symbolize being fragile, easily hurt or breakable. The thickness of the glass may be an indication of how fragile it is while broken glass may symbolize negativity, broken promises, shattered dreams, disappointments, etc. in life. https://www.dreamscloud.com/dream-dictionary/g/Glass

The appearance of a guard usually means one is being warned to be wary. 2. One is alerted that someone else may need guarding. – http://www.edreaminterpretation.org/guard-2/

A dream of a security guard may point out that someone or something needs protection, or that you have to defend against something. If a guard blocks the way in the dream: maybe you feel that you have to perform a particular task? Has one of the guards warned of dangers on the way forward? Then this can be understood as a general warning to be more careful.

To dream of escaping in a dream means you need to face something that you’ve been avoiding. Escape Trying to escape from someone signifies that we are feeling threatened.It is possible that anxiety or past trauma means we are unable to do anything other than try to escape from the situation itself. http://www.edreaminterpretation.org/escape-4/

To dream of trying to escape a situation or room may represent your eagerness or desperation to change your waking life circumstances. Dissatisfaction with the way things are. Finding an easy way out may not an option for you. Your wish to avoid something unpleasant. Trying to get away from something you feel stuck with. Feelings about consequences being too severe. Avoiding confrontation or a dramatic situation. Trying to avoid a difficulty.  To dream of trying to escape people who are trying to catch you represents problems you are trying to avoid dealing with at all costs. An eagerness or desperation to avoid embarrassment or unpleasant consequences. You don’t want to deal with a problem right now. Negatively, it may reflect a refusal to confront your problems head on. Avoiding having to think or feel something right now.
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Dreaming about being chased may also mean that you are trying to avoid something painful, uneasy or fearful of something. These feelings in the real world can often be expressed in a person’s subconscious through the act of dreaming about it. People who don’t like to confront situations in the real world and run away from their problem may have a chase or fleeing dream. It is always important to ask yourself what you are running from in the dream.

Another weird dream last night, in my dream I’ve seen someone more of an actor being transformed to a gay or woman, I can’t recall the entire dream but that’s what in still to me when I suddenly to use the toilet and when I return to sleep, I dreamed of something again. This dream takes place just right nearby our house. It looks like there will be an event/meeting, people are coming and I was asked to lead the prayer by a Godparent in my wedding (Uncle B) so I did. I started praying loudly and then without my knowing I prayed silently while walking around the people, since they can’t hear me praying Uncle B prays loudly, then I have ended my prayer after him and I’ve seen one older Uncle still head down praying on his own. I can’t recall what’s on my prayer, and then I see neighbours and relatives’ sitting in small monobloc chairs while Uncle B is talking in the front and an older cousin G is holding a box giving out something then he handed out the box to my left where I have found out that the box content are large chocolate bars.  Everybody wants to get hold of the chocolate bars when the box went to someone’s hand, as what I have seen two of the chocolate bars are from well-known brand which is known to be the maker of sweet and milky chocolates. It looks like there isn’t enough chocolates for the people since everyone want one, I wanted a bar too but I am just waiting for it to be given to me, then suddenly older cousin G took the box and says “it will be shared later” then I’ve seen him holding another box full of bottle of good smelling perfumes they look like to be handed out as well and then I suddenly wake up.

Looking online, here’s what my dreams says about:

To dream that you are praying signifies respect, sincerity and humility. You are looking for help from a higher source. You need to relinquish your worries and let go of your old problems and trust that things will work out okay in the end. – http://dreammoods.com; http:// edreaminterpretation.com

To dream of praying represents hoping for the best, or a desire to escape an unpleasant situation. You may be at a loss to know how to react to a problem, hoping that a situation will end positively, or letting fate decide an outcome.

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If one leads the prayers in his dream, it means that he will guarantee something to someone, or it could means that he will borrow money for a term. http://dreamingthedreams.com/meanings/prayer/

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Weird dreams visited me again last night and it goes like this, I went inside a flooded public toilet and there are about two female behind me waiting, the water is clean and the floor is made of white tiles, while I am sitting, two little girls whom I known went inside it looks like there is no stalls in the public toilet since I can see who’s coming in, what’s weird all the people inside the public toilet are female children.  It isn’t clear if I was able to pee or not because my dream hop in being in the river banks,  our high school class were having a camp and we just arrived in the camp house, I went down the river to find a place to relieved myself, I found myself walking and looking for a secluded place and I found  low dark shaft which is very small and pebbled,  sitting I found a small dirty can with water inside and while I am trying to relieve myself two classmates play a frank with me and in my anger I thrown the small can to them trying to chase them but when it landed in the ground it was a bigger can. Afterwards, I found myself trying to return the small can inside; it was very hard because I can’t find a hole or I can’t return it properly.  The shaft I went in, doesn’t even look like an outhouse, it looks like a vegetable plot covered with coconut leaves which are already very old and torn, I have wondered how did I fit in it and while trying to find ways to return the can, three golden yellow dogs saw me and the chasing began in the vacant field, the grains in the field were just newly harvested because the shafts left in the field were yellow in color, one of the three dogs stop chasing me and licked itself, the second one stopped at the first dog but the third dog continue chasing me while I am running as fast as I can, every time I got a chance I picked and throw stones at the dog because if I don’t do it I am going to be bitten any moment which scared me.  When I reached a path that’s where I felt safe and I didn’t see the dog anymore, then I found myself standing outside a bamboo fence of a house the path where I am standing became a narrow street with a few houses made of light materials, I heard some people asking who owns a horse that just came by,  I walked a little and I found myself in a hut where I am seeing a chubby little girl and boy (who are the famous child stars as of today) with an  older male, the older male is playing with the happy little girl and after playing they sleep but in the dream the little girl isn’t his child because he is planning to return or find the girl’s parent the next day, it looks like the little girl just showed up in his hut,  but in the little girl’s heart she wanted to stay in the hut and I got awaken.

Looking online for the meaning of my dreams, here’s what I have found:

To dream that you are in the bathroom relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to “relieve yourself”. Alternatively, a bathroom symbolizes purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls or that there are a lot of people around while you are trying to do your business signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. You are always putting others ahead of your own needs. As a result, you are lacking a sense of personal space. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. You are afraid that if you reveal these feelings, then others around you will judge and criticize you.

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Flooding in the bathroom suggests difficulties in releasing your sadness. To dream that you are urinating symbolizes a cleansing and a release of negative or repressed emotions. Depending on your dream context, urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control of your life. You are literally “pissed off” and not expressing yourself in a positive or constructive manner.

I have found this answer online and I think it is worth sharing as well, The bathroom is a place that in a dream can represent the health and well-being of your mind, body, or spirit—especially through cleansing and releasing of the old, decaying, or toxic elements in your life.

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Dreaming at night is what I have enjoyed the most, it is one way for me to live in the magic realms of dreams to forget what is happening on my waking life, life is also different on my dreams, it has hope and promises.

Anyway, last night I have several dreams but when I wake up I can only recall one dream.  It was a dream of seeing a rainbow, my family was in my dream we are anticipating to see rainbow because we are notified that China will held an event and on my dream China can be seen in a top of a rocky mountain. We didn’t wait any longer, a colorful rainbow was formed in the top of the rocky mountain, and it was very exciting and full of fun. Then, the rainbow started to disengaged because it turns out the rainbow was formed by people holding a colorful lantern, from the mountain top J came flying towards me holding a lantern, and says this words “I want my wish come true” it leaves me startled what’s the wish he is saying, and then I saw myself with my sister and an older female cousin walking and finding the rest of the rainbow, we walked into a street but we can’t see the rainbow anymore because heavy  clouds form covering the rainbow, it looks like we are walking in a river bank because there is a lot of boats in the water, and in my dream I am seeing  sparkling light like electricity bolt  running with in the poles covered by heavy clouds, when I look at the right part of the street I am seeing a green garden which is well taken care of, in my dream  I have a thought that it is a Japanese garden and I have a desire to go there since I have looked at it twice, then my dream ended in confusion.

Looking at the meaning of my dreams online it tends to be positive like what I am wishing it should be, here’s what I have found, to see a rainbow in your dream represents hope, success and good fortune in the form of money, prestige, or fame. The rainbow is also seen as a bridge between your earthly, grounded self and the higher, spiritual self. It refers to joy and happiness in your relationship. Alternatively, the rainbow implies that your troubles are almost over. Good will comes out of your issues. Just hang in there.

To dream about a rainbow is very lucky and brings good luck to the dreamer. The rainbow portends happiness after many singular, unexpected events

A rainbow appearing in a dream is the promise of something better to come. The old story of the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is so firmly entrenched in folklore that this meaning often comes across in dreams. – http://astrologyanswers.com/dream-interpretation/dream-dictionary/rainbow/

The meaning of clouds in a dream is clouds are inaccessible phenomenon for a person and symbolize the higher power. Previously it was thought that the clouds, likewise smoke and dust are left after divine carts passing through the sky. This association remains valid today. You can try to figure out what the clouds mean. Dreams of clouds can have two main interpretations that depend on other circumstances in the dream. They may mean rise and religious feelings, and may indicate that the dreamer is obscured in his life by the influence of something or someone. Clouds also warn of the possibility of difficulties and dangers ahead.

If you dream that cloud is silver gray, it symbolizes the upcoming end of depression. Big dark clouds predict danger and adversity for the dreamer; while small white clouds are a symbol of gaining peace and quiet after the previous trouble. 1.        Rainy clouds in dream suggest financial ease, goodness and blessings. Dark black clouds in dream are prophetic of hardship, fear and horror.   To see in dream that clouds have surrounded some place around you, then it is an indication of forthcoming knowledge and wisdom in proportion to the darkness and confinement caused by the clouds. – http://www.divinedreams.org/ibn-sirin-dream-interpretation/743-clouds-dream-meaning

While, dreaming of looking at a garden says, if one sees himself looking at a garden, and if he is unmarried, it means that he will meet a suitable woman and get married. If he is married, it means that he will receive joy from his wife equal to that which he received from the garden in his dream. A garden whose owner is known in a dream represents a mosque, a park, people of knowledge, ignorant people, the generous ones or the stingy ones. It also represents a meeting.

A lovely, clean cut garden with everything in it signifies that you are organized, but you have been acting rather rigid towards someone recently.

My dream last night is somehow different, I found myself in the street of Korea waiting for a bus to come by.  It is dark so it’s evening, while waiting I am lost what bus number should I take, it seems at that moment I forgot which bus to get on but I have a recollection to take bus number 8 although I was not sure if it was right because it seems I can also take a bus number 29 – but the problem I can’t remember the second number in it, and then I found myself holding a piece of paper planning to ask a driver if the bus will pass by the large round stadium, never been to any Korean stadium so dunno why it is on my dream.

While standing and waiting an open trailer passed by with a group of people sitting while looking at the screen in front of them. On my dream it seems they’re doing  a procession then it looks like they were tourist. Meanwhile, a bus number 8 stopped and I rushed to get inside, the bus is spacious since I am one of the first people to come up there is a lot of vacant seats but I choose the seat at the back of the female chubby driver, a local girl with a short hair sat beside me and while the bus is moving I found ₱50.00 right where am I sitting just right at the seat belt I picked it and I am in thought if it was mine or not, picking it I saw that there’s different bill denomination in my hand and my dream ended.

Through researching online dreaming a bus or dreaming of waiting for a bus means:

• To dream of a bus represents a situation in your life that feels unpleasant or unbearable to have to be patient with. A situation that isn’t working out the way you wanted it to or feeling that some area of your life is taking too long. A bus may reflect unwanted disappointments or delays as you move towards your desired goals. Feeling that you have to be patient with a situation you are waiting for. Complaints about how long a goal is going to take to complete.
  To dream that you are waiting for a bus represents an awareness that delays, setback, or a long wait is at hand. You are waiting or preparing for an experience that you don’t really want to have.
• To see that while you were waiting at the bus stop, the bus came in a dream indicates that you will set up a new business and you will get lump sum from this work.

Meaning from https://www.dreamscloud.com/dream-dictionary/b/bus

• Waiting for a Bus

May suggest that some aspect of your life may be “on hold” and you are waiting for something or someone to come along to make a change.

• Getting on the Wrong Bus or in the Wrong Direction

May suggest you have made or may be afraid of making a wrong choice or bad decision. There may be a conflict between what you want to do and what others expect you to do.

• Getting on and asking where the bus is going

You may be questioning yourself about your direction in life or a goal you are trying to attain.

• Dreaming of being on a Bus

May suggest that you are going along with the crowd and you may not be taking responsibility for where you are going or what you are doing. You may be following others, rather than taking the lead. If you don’t ride a bus in waking life, the dream may be bringing you back to a time and place when you were riding a bus in waking life.

More meaning from http://globe-views.com/dreams/bus.html

•  If you see yourself in a dream as a passenger of a bus, maybe you do not like the fact that nobody sees you as a leader. Also it means that you can’t afford much, as you don’t have enough money.

Meaning of finding money in a dream –

• Finding money in dreams symbolizes a boost in energy, or finally finding the energy that you need to bring your dreams and ambitions into a reality.
• Money can also be a sign of future successes or failures. For example, if you find money in a dream, it means that you will have to face certain difficulties. But at the same time, you will experience some big happy changes. – http://globe-views.com/dreams/money.html

While No.8  means – Eight, is the only balanced number and indicates expansion through balance of the heart. If you turn 8 on its side you get ∞. You can easily imagine balancing that shape on the end of your finger. It is also the symbol for infinity which indicates limitless expansion. Eight features in dreams about the heart and circulatory system. The symbol itself is made of two circles and anything circular in a dream symbolizes your circulatory system. – http://www.dream-analysis.com/dictionary/page1.htm