Dreaming and Waking up Exhausted

Mornings should make us refresh and energize but I am not feeling that way three days in a row, I woke up feeling sick, tired and have puffy eyes today , I have a dream again last night and as usual I have forgot what is all about after getting up, I have remember it when I suddenly woke up but when I return to bed and sleep and then wake up again to start my day, I can’t remember anymore what was my dream last night aside from a white shirt, people wearing white shirt, my dream the previous night was all about leaves/trees but I can’t really remember the story, the first night was I already don’t know, hahaha.

Forest, Mist, Nature, Trees, Mystic, Atmosperic, Fog

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Well, I guess I should write down my dreams before going back to sleep so I won’t forget it in the morning. What I hate when I dreamed at night was I felt so tired waking up that as if my soul is wandered the whole night.  I have read that “waking up exhausted after many disturbing dreams is a common experience for many depressed people”. LMAO, does it mean I am depressed? And does it mean, when I dreamed every night last year I was too depressed, I was just so procrastinated to write about my dreams those times because I forgot them after doing house hold chores. I have only stop dreaming early this year, which mean my mind was already at peace and my dreams started again to visit me every night, I think I need to eat more ice cream, huh?

Anyway, was feeling blue last night while washing pet dishes. I have remember my grandmother and I suddenly missed her, the thought of she is not around anymore made me sad and before tears fall down my eyes, a leaping frog hops towards me and I  knew it already, my grandmother doesn’t want me to feel sad and blue.

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Dreaming of Singing While Crying

It was said that dreams are feelings in our waking life that our subconscious mind created.  Some people believed dreams are warnings and they have special meanings for us to understand. Anyway, another weird dream last night, I found myself singing and crying while pushing a bamboo cart (sort of carabao cart) in a dirt road, J is lying in the bamboo cart and I don’t know if he is dead or not, he was just lying in there without moving while my tears are overflowing while singing a song and when my heart felt so heavy he suddenly opened his eyes and smile mischievously like he was saying “it was only a joke”.

Carabao Cart

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Then my dream hops in, found myself and my mother in a square room without anything in it but a telephone in the wall, table and chairs and a glass window, I am crying and feeling nervous, like  a feeling when you are waiting for a news from overseas. The room looks more like an office long time ago or a prison visitation room, then my mother is talking to someone it sounds like my sister and then all I know I was told that instead of me singing in a contest my sister will do it and I wake up it is nature’s call and my eyes feels like I just came from crying with tears that dried up. When I wake up I still remember the song I am singing but when I return to sleep and wake up again, I already forgot what song was it. Weird isn’t it?

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Dreaming of Flooded Comfort Room and Being Chased by Dogs

Weird dreams visited me again last night and it goes like this, I went inside a flooded public toilet and there are about two female behind me waiting, the water is clean and the floor is made of white tiles, while I am sitting, two little girls whom I known went inside it looks like there is no stalls in the public toilet since I can see who’s coming in, what’s weird all the people inside the public toilet are female children.  It isn’t clear if I was able to pee or not because my dream hop in being in the river banks,  our high school class were having a camp and we just arrived in the camp house, I went down the river to find a place to relieved myself, I found myself walking and looking for a secluded place and I found  low dark shaft which is very small and pebbled,  sitting I found a small dirty can with water inside and while I am trying to relieve myself two classmates play a frank with me and in my anger I thrown the small can to them trying to chase them but when it landed in the ground it was a bigger can. Afterwards, I found myself trying to return the small can inside; it was very hard because I can’t find a hole or I can’t return it properly.  The shaft I went in, doesn’t even look like an outhouse, it looks like a vegetable plot covered with coconut leaves which are already very old and torn, I have wondered how did I fit in it and while trying to find ways to return the can, three golden yellow dogs saw me and the chasing began in the vacant field, the grains in the field were just newly harvested because the shafts left in the field were yellow in color, one of the three dogs stop chasing me and licked itself, the second one stopped at the first dog but the third dog continue chasing me while I am running as fast as I can, every time I got a chance I picked and throw stones at the dog because if I don’t do it I am going to be bitten any moment which scared me.  When I reached a path that’s where I felt safe and I didn’t see the dog anymore, then I found myself standing outside a bamboo fence of a house the path where I am standing became a narrow street with a few houses made of light materials, I heard some people asking who owns a horse that just came by,  I walked a little and I found myself in a hut where I am seeing a chubby little girl and boy (who are the famous child stars as of today) with an  older male, the older male is playing with the happy little girl and after playing they sleep but in the dream the little girl isn’t his child because he is planning to return or find the girl’s parent the next day, it looks like the little girl just showed up in his hut,  but in the little girl’s heart she wanted to stay in the hut and I got awaken.

Looking online for the meaning of my dreams, here’s what I have found:

To dream that you are in the bathroom relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to “relieve yourself”. Alternatively, a bathroom symbolizes purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls or that there are a lot of people around while you are trying to do your business signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. You are always putting others ahead of your own needs. As a result, you are lacking a sense of personal space. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. You are afraid that if you reveal these feelings, then others around you will judge and criticize you.

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Flooding in the bathroom suggests difficulties in releasing your sadness. To dream that you are urinating symbolizes a cleansing and a release of negative or repressed emotions. Depending on your dream context, urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control of your life. You are literally “pissed off” and not expressing yourself in a positive or constructive manner.

I have found this answer online and I think it is worth sharing as well, The bathroom is a place that in a dream can represent the health and well-being of your mind, body, or spirit—especially through cleansing and releasing of the old, decaying, or toxic elements in your life.

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