Life is full of lemons which mean life is not all about happiness. There is a time in your life you will feel down and hopeless, like there is nothing to hold on to. Anyway, I have said before I am not going to write about sad things on this blog but there are times I have nowhere to run and no one to talk too so I have no choice but to find comfort on my blog and not always in my pillow and in my own shoulders. Blogging became an outlet for me, on this way, I am able to release my emotions and struggles in life.
Yesterday after church we went to town to buy food to eat, fish and vegetables. Looking at the people around me I felt like taking refuge to the mountains where I am going to be alone. I felt like hiding to the world, I just want to vanish and be gone. I have planned to stop blogging and removed all my foot prints in the internet and live my life out of the civilization and technology but it is somehow selfish because I have family that relies upon me.
Back on the market, aside from things we need I also bought "rambutan" fruit, they were in season and it cost Php50.00 ($1.11) per kilo. The rambutan we bought are sweet and worth the money, according to wikipedia rambutan is is a medium-sized tropical tree in the Sapindaceae family or also known as soapberry family that includes lychee, maple and horse chestnut. The rambutan is native to Malay-Indonesian region, and other regions of tropical Southeast Asia. It is closely related to several other edible tropical fruits including the lychee, longan, and mamoncillo. I don't initially plan on buying them but treating myself once in a while is not wrong, it doesn't cost a lot anyway and eating rambutan has a lot of health benefits to our body.
Anyway, I felt so lonely today and seeing people around me quarreling about simple things doesn't help me to feel better. It feels like life is so meaningless and there is nothing else to live for. I badly need a doctor isn't it?
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